you get me high and let me fall
you watch me falling down
you grin and turn around and pretend
you pretend to me by friend
when i walk by you turn away
except when you're alone
but when you're not your face turns red
and you wait until i'm gone

i try not to cry or to be sad at all
but you're the only one i have left
i try not to slip and i try not to fall
but i do because you pushed me down

i love you but i hate you
i need you but i dont want you
i crave you but i'm disgusted by you
i dont want you but i cant get rid of you

just this time when i walk by
don't get so nervous
i wont bother you around your friends
i'll just keep on going
but the next time that you're alone
and you come up to ME
i think i might just turn around
you're just not what i need

i loved you but i hate you
i needed you but didn't want you
i craved you but was disgusted by you
i dont want you, so i let you go
i let you go
i cant believe i let you go
i'm proud of myself